W13 :Dear future self -Ho Yong Jun_2102505

 Dear future self,

    Hi , future self ;I wonder how are you right now? Let me guess , working everyday from 9 to 5 , maybe have a family , children , a boring life , still the same surrounding and the same environent. Well , this is what i expect i will be in the future according to my life right now . There is only one word to describe my life now , boring .Yesterday , i was scrolling my instagram and suddenly , instagram show me my memory from 5 years ago. And i start looking back at my Instagram story archive , and i just find out my life was interesting and fun . 

    When i compare to my life now , is it terrible? Actually no , my life now still looks good , but something is missing . I found that  had lost m passion on what i used to like such as playing basketball , sporting , joining social event , but nowadays even if my friend ask me out to play basketball , i will tell them i am lazy , but I used to play basketball 5 times a week . People will change according to time , it could be both bad or good. But I am definitely going to the wrong path , I am so lost now , I feel struggle to find a path for my future. When I look into the mirror , I looks different from myself in the instagram archive , I am sure you looks different from me right now too.

    I was trying to make some changes on myself but it was so hard . I start joining whatever event I can , try to be more active in joining all the actvities , but to be honest , it feels different from the past .I promise you , I will keep trying to make changes of myself to make your life better ,and I hope you can remember if you face any problem in the future , please do not blame yourself , don't burdened everything on youself like how am I doing now . When you need some help from the others , always remember you have your family and friends who will never betray you . If you are feeling your life boring now , please do whatever you can to find your passion and motivate yourself to get a better life,I wish you all the best in the future life .