W2 : Dear Past Self -Ho Yong Jun_2102505

 Dear past self ,

    Do you want to hear about the story of yourself now? No, you wouldn't want to hear about it, because you didn't live the life that you want to. I don't really remember what I used to imagine for my future and how it would look like, but I’m sure it is not how my life right now looks like. My life now may look good, I have friends with me, experiencing a new life in a new city, living by my own, having stable income every month. But I always feel lonely in this city, because it makes me feel so unfamiliar, my family and my friends are not with me here, and yes, after so many years I am still single. I am so lost right now, I don’t know what the meaning of my life is, and what am I doing here in this city. Sometimes I questions myself is it a correct choice for me to study here, would my life now be better and more interesting if I choose to study at my hometown or I didn’t work for a year before I continue my study. 

    But I will never know the answer, I am not Doraemon, I don’t have a time travel machine, I couldn't go back to the past and make another choice. But I never regret on all the choices that I had made. One of my friends used to ask me a question, what is the meaning of us - a human living in this world. I don't know the answer, but there is one thing I can confirm, we only live once, so why don’t we do whatever we want. So, I never regret on all the choices that I had made, because no matter it brings me a good or bad result, I am the one who made the decision. Maybe my life now is not perfect, but at least I have my new friends around me, people who I cares and loves around me, and I enjoy every single day of my life right now. So even if I have a time travel machine right now, I will not go back to the past, and make the other decision, because I believe every decision will lead us to a different path, and we stand a chance to write a wonderful script on each of this path. So dear past self, please don’t question me how my life is now, the only thing I can tell is that I love my life right now. So please make all the decision by following your heart, don't doubt yourself, and don't regret on all the decision you made.